Not the end, but a new beginning!

Woa! back in action..MIA for so long as I needed to be alone thinking thru lots of things and sorting out my life...

Finally, I have finished and graduated from Tung Ling Bible College! The three months were super refreshing..total desperation to total revival! What to expect? Great frens, powerful lessons and inspiring lecturers, loving Dean and spiritually renewed!

I felt touched and thankful that God gave me this opportunity to seek him so intimately in Tung Ling. I learnt so much about God and hearing His voice and being assured of what He has planned for me to do in His kingdom was one that I have been seeking for so long.

I have made wonderful frens, frens who stood by me these three months, frens who are so sincere and genuine, frens who reprimanded me and guided me in my walk with God, frens who inspired me thru their own testimonies, frens whom I can have evelasting frenship with, frens who changed my life totally...FRENS...

Frens who impacted my life lots were the foreign students and these are the ones whom I am closest to. They are unique and I will never ever be able to made such frens who are really God sent ones.

1) Pastor Suresh from India : Sensitive, Caring, a great Mentor and powerful prayer intercessor in my life. Sacrificial love shown to me and Samuel..He is my spiritual father! I love him lots!

2) Wendy from Taiwan: Trustworthy, dependable, my emotional support and my confidate. I can share anything, anyway and she is still there for me despite my short-comings. Genuine and sincere...I love you Wendy! Thanks for the love and care you have shown me!

3) Hilda from Indonesia: Sweet, encouraging, a heart of gold, kind and loving. She is another fren whom I can trust and share my life with. She cares and loves me lots. We laugh and joke and talk about anything under the sun. I miss you Hilda! Press on for the Lord.

4) Mary and Christina from Myammar: My great buddy Mary and my baby Christina, both are simple and kind. Though they don't speak much but they always keep me in prayers. I learnt simplicity and discipline from them. They are very disciplined in their walk with God and their servant hearts for God is amazing..Inspired to be like them!

5) John from Sri Lanka: Great brother, Young and strong, A heart after God..Faithful and kind. Missed his smiles and he is a fantastic angel. Brought me so many things to keep me a mortal happy..thanks Angel!

6) Coco from Hong Kong: She is special in my heart. A new christian, ready to embark a new journey in pursuing GOd and His call in her life. I see so much changed in her since she first stepped into Tung Ling and now graduated with so much zeal, love and faith in God. She blessed me with so much, not material but her life testimonies, her love and prayers for me, her struggles which I can minister to...her desire to grow in the Lord...I treasure this special fren! CoCo...continue to run the race well with God! He will blessed you abundantly!

It's not the end, it is now a new beginning for me..I trust, obey and believe that my life will be transformed and I will make a difference in the lives of others! Let me be a blessing to others...let me be a Woman of God!

The journey begins.......................

Well rested, an amazing breakthru

I know, I know.

Have been MIA from my blog for a long time as I was resting and seeking the Lord for new direction in my life. No worries, zapped depression out from my life, had an amazing breakthru in my marriage after attending the marriage breakthru weekend with my hubby two weeks ago and enjoying being a housewife at home during this June Holiday. Thank God for this break.

The marriage breakthru weekend at Batam was amazing. 60 pairs of couples both elderly and the young attended this breakthru. Though it was just merely three days but God broke us down one by one, dealing with each individual pressing issues that we faced in our marriages and in our lives. Our small group was so opened in their sharing and allowed our vulnerabilities to surface without fearing judgement from people. We were thankful.

It was also a time of healing and reconciliation with our partners whereby we seek forgiveness and prayed for each other. We learnt our roles as wife and husband once again, love languages and even the characteristics of man and woman and came to understand how God has created us differently and how we can communicate with each other more effectively thru these differences.

Yeah, you may say that aren't these things we always learn in church and in the bible. Yup, but we have been dealing the issues with our strength and not allowing God to dwell and deal with us. The three days were times of total surrendering to God, total confession of our sins and a total spiritual refeshment with both our partners and God.

I am still seeking for God's direction in my life and somehow through prayers, God has directed me to Tung Ling Bible college to take up a 3 months course on School of Ministry. More info here

Hubby is so nice to sponser me this course since I am jobless. Thanks dear! After this course, I will be praying for God's divine appointment in my life...Who knows, full time ministry? Wait and see! Feeling excited and can't wait to start school!

Current mood: Cheery, excited, thankful

My New CG Mates

Gosh, just wan to thank God for such wonderful CG mates I have this year. Can't help but blog about these wonderful new friends. Have been in Covenant EFC for about 4 months now and you should see how God has blessed me with so many things. Honestly, it was hard trying to battle loneliness every Sunday but was thrilled when received email about the CG I am in and what touches me was Samuel's support and constant love in his willingness to join me in this new CG that is being formed. Thanks Hubby!

My CG is indeed awesome!They are a blessing to hubby and our life...introducing them one by one.

Joshua: CGL, very youthful looking, father of two wonderful kids, humorous, a man after God's heart

Xuan Xuan: Sweet, pretty, has a heart in wanting to grow in the Lord always, sociable and open....teacher as well

Benny: looked like one of the Channel 8 young actor, loves chicken wings, humorous, sociable, mature chap and teacher no 2

Wendy: surprisingly to be HUbby's primary school mate...mother of beautiful Shanice, arty farty specs, loving woman, patient...warm

Cindy and Joshua: Amazing young parents of three, encouraging ppl, pleasant and sociable...Again Joshua happens to be hubby's primary school mate as well, friend of Wendy too! What a small world!

Delphine: Presenting teacher no 3, has a sexy voice, sporty and a woman of wisdom...

Thank you God for these ppl, Thank you my new friends for being so accommodating and open in gelling yourselves in this new CG,establishing a strong group that we can all be accountable to each other and holding each other up in the body of Christ. Thanks!

Current mood: Cheery, Thankful

Time for a good laugh!!!!!!!!!

This video really works wonder and the best medicine to have in lifting up your spirit. Really entertaining and sure laugh your heads off. Time for a good laugh...you deserved it! Enjoy!

* What's wrong with the undergraduates nowadays? *

Current mood: Hysterical

Click here : VIDEO

Disturbed Rest but Renewed Mind

Last night was terrible. Hubby was preparing his sermon till wee hours and was tossing and turning the whole night in bed. I was not able to sleep well either as the nasal back drip caused me to cough the whole night. As much as I could remember, I slept around 3am. This morning, was awakened by hubby as he was rushing to church, the cool weather was just so tempting for me to catch more rest. However, I told myself I need to go to the market to get some groceries to prepare for dinner as I am not going to my Mum's place. I dragged myself off bed and headed off to the wet market. Hate it, it was so crowded. Grabbed the things needed and got home in time to catch the sermon online. Was advised to stay home thus I did not attend church. Well, no excuse to ignore God on a Sunday morning so prepared myself a warm breakfast and listened attentively to the sermon online.

Today's sermon was inspiring. It's about our purpose in life and how we can make a difference by penetrating into the market place. We are not called to be Christian to just have eternal life. Jesus came not only to save us but to penetrate into the society to bring the awareness of God to the people. We are also not called to change the pple in our four walls but to penetrate into the marketplace to change the values and to raise the standards of the society. Chim leh...

Each of us have certain gifts and anointing from God. We need to pray and asked God to show us his purpose in our lives. Thru this, we make use of our gifts to serve him and fulfill that purpose. It just strikes me at that point on how much I know about myself and my gifts. How much I know about God's direction and purpose in my life and whether I am submissive and obedient enough to take that step of faith to listen to His calling. Sad to say, not really. In fact, I have been worrying about my life from the pros and cons of being a full time homemaker, the financial situation I might be in since I am not longer financially independent by then, the fears of bringing up a child in God's likeness and whether Hubby will have time with me and my child during his studies. Too many concerns, too many worries, too many what if...Lack of Faith and Trust. ..Got reminded again that thru man indeed it is impossible but thru God, everything is possible. Time to reflect and start praying for God's direction in my life. Fears comes from Satan and not God. God is my strength and my refuge, everything He plans is in his perfect timing and definitely works for the best in us! Will you join me and keep me in your prayers? :O)

Time to take a short nap before Hubby comes back to clean the house. *snore* so tired.........

Current mood: inspired

Trying out blogspot

I have been blogging using the livejournal account and was pretty happy about it. Love the layout, the style and the user friendly features that comes with it. However, I was very turned off by the ads that keeps on appearing at the left side bar and I just couldn't get rid of it thus the only way I could seek comfort was to find another blog account to host my journals. So trying out Blogspots now but still taking a long time to familarise myself with it. Hmmmm...guess going to take a long time to explore and master the features well....there goes my coming weekend.........

Feeling sick suddenly, coming down with flu and sorethroat...God heal me so that I will not miss school and my students. 5 more weeks to go for CA1.....stress!!!!!!!!!!